new look xD

hiiiiiii fellows

hope you're all doing well... i changed the layout, hope you like it xD if you've got any suggestions, i encourage you to comment. i'd be glad to see what you guys think xD ive found an awesome site full of great templates for blogger!! :O seriously.. but i havent found the way how to put them up here, so for now i'm staying with this one xD yeah i like it a real lot!! but knowing myself, i'd need to change it in about 2 to 3 months' time haha xD anyway...

so... thank God, i'm having a nice summer :) today, 4 weeks ago, i turned 16!! and i finished olevels a month ago too!! isnt that wow?! time passes... and really quickly, may i add!! so many things have changed during this year!! illa... innumerable things!! when you look back, you can see God's work at hand. it's nice how He leads you to different places! i'm really looking forward to the Mustard's Seed!! :D it's going to be such a great way through which we can get a step further in our faith... so yeah, thank God for His plans!

hmm so i've been thinking about treasures lately.. what are your treasures? do you base your life on those treasures? is it your work, money, friends, family, status, music or your materialistic things? hmm you might think its an easy question, but to tell you the truth, i think its a reall hard one! i remember at the BIG DIG, i had discussed it with God, and whenever i look at the marble, i remember about the treasures i really longed for... but it seems as though they've changed a bit.. hmm and in a way i dont know if it's right or wrong... [yes i am a confusing person =P]

when i opened my bible, i read Matthew 6: 19-21

Treasures in Heaven 19"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

and this made me think.. what do i really treasure the most? is it my life or the people in it? or my friendship with God? what do you guys think about treasures? can human beings be kept as treasures? i highly doubt it... but we still do sometimes, and you end up being hurt... hmm.. whats the difference between loving and treasuring? maa all these questions!! haha anyway...

i'll leave you till here for now :) happy birthday June babies!!! :D

blessingss and more blessings from the One on High

xxx

Second Chances :)

yes guys... our God is a God of second chances; a God full of mercy and love for His children!! last satuday, God gave us a second chance... whatever we had done, whatever the traces of unforgiveness in us, He decided to forgive us. He didnt remember what weve done, but He wanted to show us His glory and radiate His forgiveness through us!! He wanted to show us His amazing kindness by healing us, even if we had a hard heart all along...

He doesnt give us a second chance only on saturdays during worship, but every single day!! He gives us a second chance every time we wake up in the morning, when we wake up for a new day, where we can grasp that second chance and move on again!! isnt that great?! ^^

i encourage you to take every single day as another chance to enjoy God's love and respond to His calling :) dont waste ur days!! and this is for me too, cause i want this summer to be challenging!! i want to learn how to stand up for what i believe (quoting bex's poem ^^), i want to make new friends and radiate God's love wherever i go... i want to do challenging stuff this summer!! :D

i want to go to sixth form ekk with courage, to get going with my studies and with the other stuff Jesus wants me to do ^^ hmm but i dont want to just say it, but i want to respond to it.. lets respond to the calling! "non abbiate paura di avere coraggio" -> dont be scared to have courage :)

may Daddy bless u ^^
XxxX

Salvation is Here!!

i feel so revived guys!! and as some of my fellow bloggers said, praise the Lord!!! wow yesterday i regave my life to Jesus, and i feel so renewed in His love!!! :D we really saw God's work at hand yesterday!! :D ekk God reminded me so many things which i had kind of put aside, sort of forgotten in a way... like i had forgotten how powerful God is, i had forgotten that He can truly make miracles through us just by saying His name!! i had forgotten that He's a God of miracles!! i had forgotten that all i need, all i really need, is Him!! i had put aside the fact that He can do all things, all things, and that His power is at work here, now!! its like i had forgotten that God can do amazing things, even today, especially through our generation!!

when we were at soul survivor, Jim Yost had spoken about all the miracles God is doing through His ministry.. and illa that night, i remember, i was so amazed at God's power!!! and last night, through Maria Vadia, He reminded me that He's GOD man!!! He's so great, too big for words to describe!!! He gave me the courage and faith to go out there, and study medicine to become a doctor :D

to tell u the truth, i was beginning to doubt whether i should really study to become a doctor... cause in a way, i was being too scared of diseases. but yesterday, God really showed me that HE CAN DO ALL THINGS!!! now i know that i'm called to be a doctor!! :D ekk He's regiven me the boost to study so then i can go tell the sick that there is HOPE!! that even if medicines were not enough, God's healing hand is more than enough!! praise the Lord for medicines ta jigifieri!! xD but ekk i want to tell the people that even if these have failed HE CAN DO ALL THINGS!! :D He can break the walls of depression, shame, guilt, jealousy, hatred and bring out rivers of love, joy, peace and hope!! THERE IS HOPE!! :D praise the Lord!!! :D





may God be with us and may we let Him work through usall to help Him continue His mission :D

I will love you for you

a beautiful song which has touched my heart so deeply :) its called Love Me of JJ Heller... He will love you for you. He won't remember the times you've decided to go your own way, but He'll remember the moment He died for you, because He believes that you're worth His own life.

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, “Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?”

Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…

Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love,

what love really means

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”

Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said
“I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied
I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you’ll listen, I’ll tell you that I...”

I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew

God's Everlasting Grace

ive just came across this post from tim hughes' blog. its about God's grace and the power of His forgiveness. when i read it, i imagined a God who is ready to give second chances, whether u feel tired of yourself, or whether u think ure not good enough to follow Him. were all not good enough, and were all unworthy, but we're all special to Him! for Him, we're people "to die for" [so to say].. read the post.. ull be amazed how God can change people's lives thoroughly!! :)

The Men in White

I just had one of the craziest nights of my life. My band and I headed into a maximum-security prison on the outskirts of Dallas, Texas USA to lead worship. Being one of the most violent and serious prisons in the States, we had no idea what to expect.

Throughout the day we lead worship for about 1000 of the most dangerous prisoners. Locked up for horrific crimes. Usually these are the men my heart burns with anger against. People you hear about who rob innocent lives and cause incalculable hurt and destruction. In the world’s eyes here is the scum of the earth. I thought my heart would be hardened against them, I thought I’d despise them. But do you know what my heart went out to them. They were warm, friendly, kind and encouraging. It blew our minds. In the midst of such evil we saw a light; we sensed something of God. The man doing sound for us was serving a 99-year sentence. I hate to think what he must have done to deserve such a sentence and yet He was filled with the joy of Christ. Watching a number of these men passionately worship was one of the most incredible sights of my life. I will never forget one man weeping and throwing his hands in the air as we worshipped and sang about Jesus. Never has the song ‘Amazing Grace,’ felt so appropriate in a set of worship.

Here were a group of men who had sunk to the lowest depths. Living in a prison, with little to do. Watched 24-7, treated with suspicion, deprived of any luxury; many serving time for mistakes made in their youth. Don’t get me wrong most of them deserved to be there, for the safety of society but also for justice sake. But in this terrible environment, some of these men who had found faith in Christ, clung to the hope and the truth that their sins had been washed away. Something truly great, a remarkable gift lavished upon them meant they could be made new - grace. It seemed fitting that they were all dressed in white, their daily uniform. A beautiful picture of what God’s amazing mercy has the power to do.

“Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin…wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.” Psalm 51

I still don’t quite know what to make of it all. To be honest I feel quite choked up about it. How amazing is our God that no one is ever discounted from His redeeming love? How incredible it is that God would have mercy on us, even though we’ve turned our backs on Him time and again? How deep is His love that he would delight in a group of men whom the world despises? We’ve all fallen short of the glory of God, every one of us. We all stand as equal before Him, but for those who’ve called Him Lord, who have surrendered their all; for that person there is grace, hope, a second chance, and a new day.

toughts..and more thoughts >.<

• happiness? what?
• diziness DX
• who?
• what?
• why?
• responsibile?
• what to do?
• anything wrong?
• "draw near to God, and He'll draw near to u..." [james 4: 8]
• ah when?
• i hope so...
• no
• let God reveal His love to me...
• acceptance
• beauty is more than the eye can see
• beautiful in His eyes
• do not conform to patterns of this world
• humility?
• surrender..
• what to do?
• prayer...
• exhaustion
• love till it hurts
• itll be fine
• diet and exercise
• paralysis?
• what?
• where?
• fun?
• dresses?
• "dont let your heart be troubled. trust in God and trust also in me" [john 14: 1]
• questioning or doubting?
• i love You, Jesus
• patience...
• be positive, life's too short to be grumpy...
• good enough?
• "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" [phil 4: 13]
• hear..hear...
• mind your own business..
• teach me how to love
• i called, You answered and You came to my rescue...
• i'll run till i finish d race, but only wid Your grace..
• what could i do? any help needed?
• am i called to do it?
• trust trust trust
• sleepiness and headaches ><
• d reason i live my life -> Jesus
• its about being His hands and feet
• where?
• now?
• more of this, less of that
• realizes that she has confused d readers xD
• asks pardon..O=)
• good night dears.. maybe next time i wont be this confusing!!

"Don't be afraid. It is I"

It is You

There’s a love we’re all searching,
A love we’re all longing to achieve.
There’s so much confusion in our heads,
And we just can’t find this true love.
We keep on digging and sweating,
But still can’t find this hidden treasure.

We want a love that can embrace us,
A love which will endure us,
The one which will definitely accept us,
No matter what’s going on inside us.

Shattered hearts are searching for this love;
A healing one, a peaceful one.
Desperate souls are crying for this love;
A gentle one, a faithful one.

Then a voice above us starts soothing us,
Kindly assuring us of this love we’re yearning.
This healing and peaceful love,
This gentle and faithful one.

“Do not be afraid, it is I”
Your arm has wrapped mine,
Your pain has healed mine.
“I won’t be afraid, it is You”
My heart has stopped searching,
My soul has stopped crying.
“It is You, it is You”



God bless u friends
xx

till i see You

just a song which has inspired me...
xxx

Perfect Love

hallloo ^^

how are you all doing? :) i'm doing fine hehe.. summer's nice and relaxing, what else ux xD nice birthday too ^^ thanks for evrythin friends.. tehe well now i cant wait to start doing some interesting stuff this summer!! i wana draw, play the piano more, maybe even violin, go out and swim and have fun ux xD, dig deep in my faith wid God, stress about the social haha xD, buy stuff for social but at least the dress is settled haha xD what else? *thinks hard* oh yess get results and apply for schools.... hmmm lool nsoma its gona be a nice summer i feel it ^^....anyway d list goes on and on, but mostly i want to dig deeper in what God wants me to do nd stuff............

so this is a song which i'm loving, tbh :)



I wanna see the broken hearts
Finding hope in God above
I wanna know I'm doing all I can
So with this life, with all I am
No matter what the cost may be
I pray to see your love become our cause

I won't stop believing
You alone are, You alone are God
In You there's freedom

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you now

This perfect love, I can't explain
This way of life that has no end
Your mercy satisfies, it's all I need
My purpose found in You alone
To love the lost and bring them home
We were made to glorify our king

Your love brings me to my knees again
We're gonna bring an anthem of love
We're gonna live for you
May your love become my every thought
I wanna know the sound of your heart
I wanna live for you now

Sing You, you bring me life
You bring me hope
You're all I need


blessings xxx