Saturday, May 23

Beauty of Your Peace

for how long shall i keep on worrying? for how long shall i keep on wasting my present because of fear? this is my prayer.. so that we allow God to pour out His peace like beautiful refreshing rivers, always flowing, never stopping.. i know that abundance in life can only be achieved through Him.. the world might make me want to believe otherwise, but it won't make my heart fulfilled.. i pray that God will take me as i am, and fill me up with his passion to love Him and serve Him :)

Tuesday, May 19

just being random

so yesterday week, i start my lovely awaited exams.. i'm ment to be studying right now.. but i really need to let things out lol.. studying has really gotten to me, and it's really not that nice.. all i do is think of studying, working and any methods which will help me study everything before Monday 25th!! its not that nice seeing that they've just given me one day off in a week.. [cause ive got exams on monday, wed, thurs, fri aaaand saturday which is my 17th birthday [not forgetting the next week for chemistry and italian]... oh how will it feel sitting for paper 3 biology on my 17th? lol ajma thats me being really stressed.. probably everyone knows by now cause i've been saying it for the past 2 months lool [yes we've had the time table for two months and im still backwards :S lol o well..

didn't you just love norway's song? :) i wont get into it, cause everyone has probably heard so much about it xD well.. i love it + him O:) lol and now im getting hooked on the following songs form the eurovision [i was never this excited on eurovision songs haha but theres always a first time!] norway, iceland, sweden, estonia, finland, uk, azerbaijan and last but not least bosnia and herzegovina.. maybe some of you didnt like it.. but i just love the tune and the language is realy nice to listen to..

anyway... time is up! i'll have to go and start again.. only 3 weeks left of serious studying and summer 09 will officially start off!! hmm... it feels close but so so far.. prayers would be totaly appreciated, cause mentalness is really close to explode me :S but one thing im clinging on is God's faithfulness.. cause even if my brain isnt faithful, He is and He loves me.. all i need is Him!

God bless dears
xxx

Monday, May 4

Unashamed



how many times have we felt ashamed of ourselves? maybe you've shown love to someone who did not return your love? and that made you feel embarassed of having loved them? i hadn't listened to this song in ages, and today it just cropped in my mind.. it must have been God answering me after long nights of questioning and pondering.. i finally believe that i don't need to be ashamed. shame just comes out of satan, like Adam and Eve had felt shame as soon as they had sinned. and Jesus is now showing me that He has helped us get rid of our shame. we're unworthy to stand at His feet, but still He's not embarassed or ashamed of loving a sinner like me.

we don't need to be ashamed of our brokenness, but its a chance of dwelling in God's presence and letting Him heal our broken hearts. there's no need to be ashamed of crying, He's done it before us. there's no need to be ashamed of loving, because He's loved us before we could even love Him.. Allow Him to break the burdens of guilt, shame, stress, anxiety, anger and whatever is pulling you down.. accept yourself as a child of God and allow Him to love you. allow brokenness to be a blessing.

"He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed”

(Luke 4:18).

Friday, May 1

His love makes it worth it