where has it all gone?

I think of those times
When all I could see was you.
I cry those things
Which I couldn’t hold to myself,
But ones which are now unclear.
Where has it all gone,
Was it me or the walls of mankind?
Has it all gone,
Or is there another way?
Why can’t my soul sing,
If I’m in that place,
The place where I’m meant to be?
Why can’t I understand life,
And all the things it beholds?
Is it that I’m not good enough,
Or that I’ve gone astray?
So many things I acknowledge,
But ones which I can’t believe.
I used to hold onto it,
But where has it all gone?
Have I gone astray,
Or have I stayed here all along?
Where has it all gone?
Can I go back to that place,
Or is it that I’ve got to keep searching?
Was it me the one who disappeared,
Or am I there and I can’t see where?
I do want to stay there,
But where is it?
I try to listen to the sound,
the one which soothes you when you need,
but where has it gone?
Is it me,
or the walls of mankind?

I know you're holding onto me,
now it's my turn to hold onto you.