Wednesday, October 15

school.. and more school!

so school has been going on well... i love it!! its all new, independent and cool, all about meeting new people, chilling and having a laugh with your friends in frees and learning new stuff :) but teachers have been stressing us :S already!! i mean, im a person who gets a bit influenced on what people think, especially if i really respect the person.. and ifhem, i dont want all this to affect me :S cause if its gona make me lose hope from day 1, then it isnt worth it... but i dont want that to happen! ive been hearing so many voices saying its tough, its hard, not many people manage it, its nothing compared to what ull be facing at university, you gotta study every single day... and i think all these just make my moral go low, and make me not want to study hard :S and mind you, im a person who loves studying.. but i need to get this in mind: ive started school, and im there to work!! i know this, it just seems too much when lecturers keep on reminding you its tough :S it is, i know, but its too much now :S and i really needed to get that on writing.. lol i wonder who reads this anymore xD but its ok, ill still blog, im still wishing that i could help people through my writing.. but then i know that i write it for God's glory not for mine.

another thing is... i think ive been falling into the land of compromise sometimes.. and i dont wana do it.. im not gona get anywhere if i keep on doing it, and i know this.. cause like i can't be a christian just when i feel like, and its tough!! but ill manage with Jesus, for sure.. i wanna believe, even if the world tells me otherwise. i wanna love, even if the world contradicts me.. i wanna smile and hope, even if the world prohibits it. i wanna reflect Him and be a Christian, even if the world's against it.




may God bless you all, siblings in Christ.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

AMEN mar!!another great post!I totally agree with the compromising, i have the same problem too so dw you're not alone!Dont worry about not wanting to study...its a bit hard for us due to all new stuff u ekk but once we get into a routine im positive we'll manage!Wanted to say a HUGE thank you for today!Miskina i drove you insane!I just gave my mum the prezziee and she loved it YEY!!!!!Thanks for being such a great friend!!!!Blessings!!!!!cya tomorrow,your sis in Christ, Chanelle xxxx

. said...

1. im sure ull manage!! no doubt abt it that ull get through school! dw mar ull manage with Jesus! im tellin u i have faith in u and ur gna be a grand doc

2. we all slip mar...but Jesus picks us up and thats whats important!!! that we get back up!

yey u blogged
i love u
Gbu n tc
x x x bhug!

Bonnie_xx said...

Hey Mar I don't usually comment on these things but I want to put your mind at rest a little... what the teachers are doing atm is a scare tactic. They just want to make sure that you start taking 6th form seriously right away to prevent you from falling through the cracks. They'll calm down a little in the coming weeks :)

Another thing you have to remember is that just because you're doing Chem & Bio A-level doesn't mean you HAVE to get A's and become a doctor. There are so, so many options and at the end of the day you don't know what God has planned for you. I used to stress about it as well but now I've realized that the most important thing is embracing the gifts and talents chosen for you by God and allowing him to light your path.

I hope this helped, and remember if you ever need anyone to talk to who has a little bit of experience regarding Sciences at JC, I'm always around to listen :)

Gb xx

maria angela said...

waw guys thanks a real lot, really!! you've all helped immensely =') thanks sisters ^^

LG said...

Jesus loves you!