Thursday, October 30

we must go!!

the fact that we must go keeps on stirring in front of me every single day.. but i get scared sometimes.. i wonder if people would criticize me, or if they'd get the wrong impression on who i really am.. i wonder if people would judge me and not grasp the true meaning of what a Christian really means.. but then if i won't go, maybe they wouldn't have a chance to meet the Love we're called to show [by actions and by words].. sometimes i think that preaching through words is easier but now im starting to think that actions might be easier sometimes.. tomorrow, together with some youths, im gona give my testimony to i think about 2 religion classes [probably one would be mine].. and i'm kinda scared.. i know i shouldnt be and i know i should be overflowing with the passion to talk about Jesus, and i do wanna do it, but i'm scared.. and now im saying why the hekk am i being scared? i dont need to be popular in the world's eyes, i'm popular in God's and thats what matters at the end of the day! i dunno what to say, how to react and how to show Him to the people.. but i dont wana deny Him, and im not gona do that for anything in d world.. i just want that these people would really take what we're gona say seriously.. i know God'll speak through us, which is another reason why i shouldnt be scared.. oh please some prayers would help.. cause these people really need Him =/ there are so many lonely people, today a guy just said it wen he was in front of me and his other close friend.. and he seems like a guy who's got everything.. but He needs Jesus! lets just pray for these siblings of ours, to find the light and seek Him..

2 comments:

LG said...

Unfortunatley I have a lesson, I really wanted to come...
rm 26 and rm 329A right? Maybe I'll go to the bathroom ;)
You'll do great just trust in him
love this song
xxx

. said...

marr dw dw u said it, you're popular in His eyes... as if anythinn else matters although yes i get u; it is difficult but who cares what they think ye:P im prayin for this so much coz i know that many ppl are gna get touched, i just know it mar
gud luck wish i was there but ill keep on prayin for u all day :)
Gbu loadz
p.s. dnt frgt to message :P