and yet another beginning...

hey there ^^

so yesh... i finished mocks and it feels so nice lol xD and yet i've gotta study as soon as possible cause i've got a chemistry test at pl next week lol... so the title of this post is quite random but meaningful, and i won't talk a lot cause i still have homework for tonight's pl lol xD but anyway...

yesterday, while i was studying for physics, i said to myself "illa i've been studying this for so long, and then it'll just end in 4 hours!!" so it felt a bit ironic at first cause we stay studying for so long, just for those 4 hours [2 hours for paper 1 and 2 hours for paper 2 lol].. but then while i was praying, i compared it to this life and eternal life... in a way, our life will end really quickly u kno? but then all the work we've done in our life really pays back!! it's not for nothing, that we're suffering and working in this life, cause then we'll get our reward!! it's the same with exams aye? we work and work, although it ends in just acouple of hours, it'll be worth it aye? =] lol so that was one of my millions of thoughts lol

and yesterday, i noticed i really needed to forgive..and when tutzi said that we need to forgive in order to be able to pray, i felt the nudge that i needed to. but it hit home yesterday.. so now i'm working on it with the help of God... no one's perfect aye so why shouldnt i forgive? we all need to do it, cause we ourselves are forgiven every single day no? i'm the type of person who doesnt really tell the other person that something's wrong =s but i guess i need to, but i just dont manage cause i dont like argumenting...imma nsomma issa naraw...

anyway i'm going to start my chemistry homework lol =] i'll just leave by posting the video of the song Better Days of Goo Goo Dolls.. i guess it's time for a new beginning and a time for cancelling all the past hurts aye =]...



and another song which i just love =D The Face of Love of Sanctus Real =D